December 2009
Really want him to take me out tonight <3
Today Has Been So Strange.
Was going to Colch on my Own. ended up in ippy, with charlotte. Had to listen to her argue with ell all day. and was dragged into the argument several times. sad.
Text certain people lots :)
was good. had a curfuffle with a couple of people… sad.
Exchanged all stuff that went wrong from christmas. Didn’t like most of the new stuff either, but you don’t get your money back...
And its so much sweeter
knowing you’ll never see this. :)
you do. you do deserve it. you’re amazing. i can’t even put it into words. i wish i could. you’re so good to me and i try and make it up to you and i don’t even come close and i’m sorry. and you are beautiful. i wish you lived closer and i saw you more and all this other crazy stuff. okay?
Why can’t he understand, I love him, but I am Not in love with him. and I doubt i will be. He’s my best friend. and Talking to someone about the old times and it makes me realise how much i totally and utterly miss them so much. I wish i could write things out properly. A new secret diary. but i can’t. as much as i want it all to be secret, i want it out in public too.. just so...
“Well I Won’t Be The One To Disappoint You Anymore.”
– Kaiser Chiefs / Paramore.
It REALLY REALLY worries me how much certain people care about me. I honestly don’t get it people!
Well..
Could anyone tell me how to change my display picture thing?
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I still
Don’t get Tumblr.
I hope this isn’t what love feels like. Especially If its with him.